Kissing Razors
15 year old girl that's way too screwed up.
The best part about loving you,
was that
for a while,
I loved myself too.
-N.E.W.,  Help Me Love Myself Again

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One day, you will wake up. You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school, eat lunch, go to class, and come home. And you’ll be able to do all of that without thinking about him.
-I’m waiting for that day // R.R. (via missinyouiskillingme)

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societykillscreativity asks:You are worth so much. God loves you. It gets better. God will work everything out for the best. "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28). I used to be depressed and suicidal, but God helped me to overcome it. Please don't give up. You are wanted. You have value. God is here for you and I am, too! Nothing can separate you from His love (Romans 8:31-39). You deserve to recover and be happy <3

im worthless.. i dont have value. i do believe in God but i just dont know what i ever did to deserve all of this. I keep waiting for things to get better but they never do. Thank you for this message though, it’s honestly given me a little hope. <3

nebularainbow asks:pls don't kill yourself hun. Everything gets better,I swear!

when is it gonna get better… i dont see how it ever can. thanks for taking time out of your day to try and help though <3

ironiccliche asks:I know there are days where it seems like nothing is right and that using unhealthy coping mechanisms is the best option. But it will be okay. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay not to be okay. Just remember there are people out there who care, myself included. Let me know if you need anything. X -kp

its never gonna be ok. ive been like this for 3 years and its only gotten worse. you dont even care about me, you dont even know me. thank you for trying to help but im just done trying


i really wish i was dead right now… im done trying. im done always being in pain. im done crying myself to sleep every night. im done never being good enough for people. im done with people always leaving. im done having my heart broken. im done not being skinny and pretty enough. im done with never being anyone’s first choice. im done feeling completely numb. im done waiting for things to get better. im just done with life.



I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.

Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.

Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.

-Letters to the next (I hope you try)

(Source: reality-escape-artist, via justmeandthevoicesinmyhead)

I like storms. They let me know that even the sky screams too.
-(via poetrea)

(Source: wofew, via ieverythingaboutlife)


"Maybe if I skip my dinner, make myself pretty and thinner, maybe then he’ll love me."
If he didn’t know how to love you the right way the first time, he won’t know how to the second time either.


You fucking broke me and I can’t stop loving you. Jesus Christ stop being so addictive you’re killing me.
-(via jessielou24)

Why cant i just fucking forget about you already… it’s almost been a year now and i still cry myself to sleep over you every fucking night and i know you dont even give a shit about me. You treat me like i mean absolutely nothing to you, like we never had anything, yet i still talk about you as if you’re on a pedestal. You dont even fucking deserve one second of being in my thoughts yet youre in every single one every single second every single day. Please just get out of my head already and let me at least try to be happy again. I’m done wasting my tears on you but i cant stop thinking about your eyes and smile and hair and voice and all the things we talked about. I normally dont wish vengence on people but on you i do. I hope with every part of me that someday someone will hurt you just as much as you hurt me and you’ll finally realize all of the pain you caused me and i hope you live with that regret for all of your fucking life. just please get out of my mind already.