I hate getting sad to the point where my body shuts down and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems
im worthless.. i dont have value. i do believe in God but i just dont know what i ever did to deserve all of this. I keep waiting for things to get better but they never do. Thank you for this message though, it’s honestly given me a little hope. <3
when is it gonna get better… i dont see how it ever can. thanks for taking time out of your day to try and help though <3
its never gonna be ok. ive been like this for 3 years and its only gotten worse. you dont even care about me, you dont even know me. thank you for trying to help but im just done trying
i really wish i was dead right now… im done trying. im done always being in pain. im done crying myself to sleep every night. im done never being good enough for people. im done with people always leaving. im done having my heart broken. im done not being skinny and pretty enough. im done with never being anyone’s first choice. im done feeling completely numb. im done waiting for things to get better. im just done with life.
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.