Kissing Razors
15 year old girl that's way too screwed up.
I just want to take the gun away and hug him..

Who likes my account so far? c;


I hate getting sad to the point where my body shuts down and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems

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3:29 am, I remember the way you held me when I was sad, and the only thing that has changed is that you’re not here to hold me anymore.
The best part about loving you,
was that
for a while,
I loved myself too.
-N.E.W.,  Help Me Love Myself Again

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One day, you will wake up. You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school, eat lunch, go to class, and come home. And you’ll be able to do all of that without thinking about him.
-I’m waiting for that day // R.R. (via missinyouiskillingme)

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societykillscreativity asks:You are worth so much. God loves you. It gets better. God will work everything out for the best. "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28). I used to be depressed and suicidal, but God helped me to overcome it. Please don't give up. You are wanted. You have value. God is here for you and I am, too! Nothing can separate you from His love (Romans 8:31-39). You deserve to recover and be happy <3

im worthless.. i dont have value. i do believe in God but i just dont know what i ever did to deserve all of this. I keep waiting for things to get better but they never do. Thank you for this message though, it’s honestly given me a little hope. <3

nebularainbow asks:pls don't kill yourself hun. Everything gets better,I swear!

when is it gonna get better… i dont see how it ever can. thanks for taking time out of your day to try and help though <3

ironiccliche asks:I know there are days where it seems like nothing is right and that using unhealthy coping mechanisms is the best option. But it will be okay. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay not to be okay. Just remember there are people out there who care, myself included. Let me know if you need anything. X -kp

its never gonna be ok. ive been like this for 3 years and its only gotten worse. you dont even care about me, you dont even know me. thank you for trying to help but im just done trying


i really wish i was dead right now… im done trying. im done always being in pain. im done crying myself to sleep every night. im done never being good enough for people. im done with people always leaving. im done having my heart broken. im done not being skinny and pretty enough. im done with never being anyone’s first choice. im done feeling completely numb. im done waiting for things to get better. im just done with life.



I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.

Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.

Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.

-Letters to the next (I hope you try)

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I like storms. They let me know that even the sky screams too.
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